Can’t wait for 2010 ro come to be honest. 2009 was fun, but now that i’ve learned all my lessons from this year. i won’t need to make those mistakes next year. fuck the past, lets move onto the future !
soooo basically had a really rough day -.-” I was supposed to wake up around 12am to finish my english project, apparently my alarm didnt go off and i woke up at 6 ! then had some fun talk with ms.cbd 8-) but i realized i had something that urgently needed my attention. SO i had to do most of my english then, and finished it in photography class … which i am now SO far behind in -.-” then came lunch and i had to go walk in the fucking freezing weather to go buy some gay ass materials so i can make my mask during lunch. THEN in 4th period when i tried printing out my english assignment the god damn printer would NOT cooperate with me, had to restart that bad boy like 3 times ! then 5th came and it was all good till about half way through the class where the teacher said she might give me a zero for my assignment !? because i was marked as a skip for yesterdays buyout !? laaawd. what a terrible fucking day. oh yeah and im also sick now from walking in the cold -.-“
so I just tried cheering you up. I don’t think I did a very good job of it though.. and you seemed to be more intrested in your talk with your other friend, but I guess that it makes sense because I wasn’t much help. I was gonna stay up all night with you if you wanted because I’m probably not gonna sleep much tonight. but you seem to be just fine without me, so I don’t want to interrupt your talk. anyways I’m gonna go watch some tv. bye tumblr !
oh and if “you” are reading this, I hope you feel a lot better
I wish I could be your shoulder to cry on. the one you run too when everything goes wrong. your first phone call in the morning and last at night. I wanna be your inspiration, your reason to smile, your happiness in general. but I can’t do that if you won’t let me into your heart but I guess there’s a reason as too why I’m not in it ? I just wish I could make you happy ..
“I’m just thinking about that time when I met you
But now I’m thinking about how I can forget you
You had my heart from the start, but it faded
I needed space, wanted someone else
I had to leave you just to realize that I miss you
Now I don’t know what I did”—Runnin’ Around- Colbie Caillat (via ohlovelydays)
doesn’t it suck when you fall into an endless pit called love ? espeically when the one you’ve fallen for can’t love you back ?so you try to regain your independence but always seem to end up thinking about that significant person ?
don’t you just wish that you guys actually worked out, and how much better off both of you wouldve been ? but life isn’t like that and I guess we just needa learn that lesson.